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Unemployment has me depressed. I try not to talk about it here,…

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Unemployment has me depressed. I try not to talk about it here, talking about it doesn't help me and it bores even me. It does merit occasional mention, though.

I don't feel blue or particularly mopey. I'm stressed, twitchy from nerves which leads to occasional social weirdness (outside of my normal quirkiness), and apathetic (outside of my normal poor motivation). It's really just an enhancement of normal bad things, but it's an ugly circle - a lot of this emotional deadweight is going nowhere until I succeed at finding work, and the way it makes me feel and act prevents me putting my best effort into finding work.

I can't do much to interrupt the cycle as a whole, but I can fight the apathy. That is a large part of what the toymaking is about, and that's been a big boost. Last week was really good compared to previous ones - I even got out my old To Do list. Now to carry it forth into this week.



Tuesday, April 21, 2009
talk to M about bikes
email S about bikes
clean kitchen
work on rhino
clear bed
fix bedframe
temp service app 1 - Aerotek

Wednesday, April 22, 2009
laundry (1)
make lunch (hot egg salad + spinach salad)
job searching
finish rhino
walk - 2.5 miles

Thursday, April 23, 2009
integrate new and old to do lists
update old to do list
laundry (4)
research kale recipes (no luck)
write thank you note to Jill
make lunch (sauteed kale + lentil curry soup)
load + run dishwasher
call carmax
unload dishwasher
check books at library
wash dishes (3)
put away laundry (5)
clean kitchen

Friday, April 24, 2009
start p.r. project
cans to recycling
car to Carmax for appraisal

Saturday, April 25, 2009
enter job stuff on state site
help mom clean fridge
pay phone bill
list car on Craigslist
clothes shopping at SA
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